[ Of course she thinks about home. It's almost a constant thing, actually, especially now that her dad's gone. She wonders if time's really stopped back there or if the doppelganger-robot-replacement thing she and Jackson had discussed were real. She wonders why her parents so desperately wanted to kill Scott rather than giving him a chance. She wonders what's going to happen when they get back, if the kanima will be stopped or if he'll end up killing everyone. She thinks about a lot of stuff, but she doesn't know if she wants to talk about it all with Scott.
Not because she's upset with him or anything, it's just easier to try to lock it all away. And Scott, even though he's from home, too, and reminds her of so many of those aspects, helps her forget. ]
[ More often than he'll admit to her. He thinks about how much crap he'll have to deal with when he goes home, some of which Allison doesn't even know about and that makes him feel bad, keeping secrets from her. He thinks about everything he needs to put a stop to. Stop the kanima, stop Matt, stop Gerard, stop failing classes, stop his loved ones from getting hurt, stop innocent people from being killed. There's no time for him to breathe, but he can breathe when it's all over.
Sometimes it keeps him awake at night thinking about it all, until he listens to Allison's heartbeat, soothing him back to sleep. ]
[ Which, of course, is a quality she loves in him. Even if it makes other people - read: Jackson - sick, it makes Allison giddy. She even ends up picking up the pace a little after that message, even though she doesn't know if he's at their room or the pet shop. ]
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[ She's just glad he apparently didn't notice. Or, if he did, he wasn't offended. ]
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[ And somehow less weird than what he actually looks like as a werewolf. ]
but i like you the way you are here and back home
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Not because she's upset with him or anything, it's just easier to try to lock it all away. And Scott, even though he's from home, too, and reminds her of so many of those aspects, helps her forget. ]
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[ More often than he'll admit to her. He thinks about how much crap he'll have to deal with when he goes home, some of which Allison doesn't even know about and that makes him feel bad, keeping secrets from her. He thinks about everything he needs to put a stop to. Stop the kanima, stop Matt, stop Gerard, stop failing classes, stop his loved ones from getting hurt, stop innocent people from being killed. There's no time for him to breathe, but he can breathe when it's all over.
Sometimes it keeps him awake at night thinking about it all, until he listens to Allison's heartbeat, soothing him back to sleep. ]
home is wherever I am with you
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[ Which, of course, is a quality she loves in him. Even if it makes other people - read: Jackson - sick, it makes Allison giddy. She even ends up picking up the pace a little after that message, even though she doesn't know if he's at their room or the pet shop. ]
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[ He thinks his mom would be proud to see him following her advice. ]
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will i still be the prettiest if i lose any of my fingers because i feel like theyre all about to fall off
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but yeah i'll talk to you later i love you
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